that song keeps playing in my head...it's my new mantra...
I went for a jog tonight...with the crew...normally, it's just me and the dog...it was nice and a great way to get rid of some of the emotional stress I've been carrying. I talked to my cousin today and told her everything about hubby quitting his job, him not telling me...it's like I avoided talking to her because I knew I would cry...and I want so badly to have a weekend without any tears shed...nope, not this one. She pushed me back towards him (as did my mom and best girlfriend) and told me to ride out the wave. I can't help but worry about the end of the month bills...about the fact that there will only be one paycheck and not two...about the fact that he promised me he would never quit without another job...about the fact that we'll be short this month...about the fact that this was our year to pay-off debt for good. Seriously, we were on a count down. But what's done is done...and I'm here...trying to piece it all together...without going to pieces myself.
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