Struggling

I'm having a difficult day...it began yesterday afternoon...when I came home, after a very long, difficult week at work-my number 1 desire was to go out to dinner. The reality that we can't do that anymore hit home...and this sadness won't shake. It's not that I'm so sad about cooking or anything like that, just that this restriction has translated to every part of my world. Prior to my husband quitting his job, we were frugal, on budget and ate out occasionally....so, it's not like we've gone from one extreme to the other. We have just tightened the belt on an already too tight budget...I'm sad...feel alone. If I'm "mopey," hubby gets down and it's this domino effect...I have to pull it together.